New Entry

I am confused...
Torn into two realms,
Existence, like-
A broken mirror.

I stare-
Broken reflection,
Is life this way
The one intended?

What-ifs and Why-nots
Decisions, not-
All mine, yet
They are....

Is my happiness,
The actual, the truth,
Or is it a-
Mask of irony.

Am I truly bound,
Or will I find,
The sweet egress,
My freedom.